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Hello :)

welcome to my blog!!

sam

it's all about my life,my feelings,my writings,my boredom,my friends and family,jokes,my emotions,my happiness,my frustration.anything 'typable' that i wanna express at the moment

since u're already here,please do leave a tag! lol
hmmm..hope you like this lil 'escapade' of mine. haha



ME ♥

Samantha♥
30december1991
samanthaawps@hotmail.com
Kolej Tuanku Jaafar
♥you've gotta know me to believe it :)


HER LOVES ♥

blueee is my fav colour! sky blue.
teddy bears.pooh bear.loves soft toys. loves precious moments.loves colourful things.loves ribbons.loves macadamia ice cream.loves cotton candy.loves ribena.loves cadbury
and i love to laugh.loves jokes.loves singing in the bathroom.loves having fun.loves anything that makes me smile =)

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HER WANTS

i want anything that is edible and yummy.
food addiction [my weakness]
lotsa lotsa smiling faces.
happiness.fun-ness.
i want famous amos cookies
i want macadamia ice-cream
i want lotsa cadbury sinfuls!
i want a laptop
i want a ipod
i want to grow taller [impossible]


GOSSIPS : tag me♥






My other Posts♥

November 2006
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
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March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009



Friends ♥

  • My Facebook
  • IG2[2008] <3
  • Abigail
  • Alex my childhood friend
  • Alvin from church
  • ANAKASAM
  • Anastasia my kindy friend
  • Angelina my ballet friend
  • Angeline has a beautiful smile
  • Anthony is in love
  • Aron
  • Ashley
  • Audi is coolest lame dude
  • Audrey loves il Divo
  • Barnaby the poet
  • Beatrix is my long lost friend
  • Charmaine
  • Cheryl
  • Claresta is funky
  • Clarice one of my oldest friend
  • Chang Mien my 'mummy'
  • Charles
  • Cho Hee is soo cute
  • Crystal Sim wants to model
  • Daniel is my grandpa
  • Danielle is a hottie
  • Danson is always cheerful
  • Elise now has curly hair
  • Eunice my neighbour
  • Felicia is ragechan
  • FioN
  • GaEun = pretty
  • Intan = diamond
  • Janice brings out the best in people
  • Janice 2
  • Jasmine
  • Jas,Van,Zoe
  • Jim and his yoyo
  • Joseph
  • Josh and Dan
  • Katrina has a new hairsytle
  • Kathryn
  • Keith & Fred
  • Kelvin
  • Kenn
  • Kimmy is dearly missed
  • Kimmy Ngu my old old friend
  • Kit katt
  • Laura my 'twin'
  • Leonard is ken-chanz
  • Letty is not fat
  • Lily can be a flower
  • Megan my cute cousin in canada
  • Melissa Kong is a genius
  • Melissa Kong 2
  • Melissa Tan loves dido
  • Melissa Tiong has super long legs
  • Michelle is cute
  • Mike loves food
  • Monika is a sweetie
  • Nadia is monik's sister
  • Natty my kindy friend
  • Natalie
  • Nicky is the cutest
  • Noor Saara is a sweetheart
  • Owen
  • Pamela my tennis friend
  • Peggy
  • Rachel
  • Samantha Chin
  • Samantha Lai
  • Samuel and his football
  • Sandra lives nextdoor
  • Sarah draws really well
  • Sarina has pretty pictures!
  • Sha is my exroomie now
  • Sharon wants twins
  • Sheela is the awesome :P
  • Sidney in singapore
  • Skim
  • Stef Sim has a great heart
  • Stefanie Tan
  • Su Ann is my darling cousin
  • Suni dances ballet
  • Skye aka Faustine
  • Syafiqah
  • Yan hui from bethany church
  • Ying
  • Yong is lol really funny
  • YuBin my prefect buddy
  • Zoe is the greatest


  • Extrass ♥










    Yummy













    Thursday, October 30, 2008 ♥

    this post is esp for zoe,ger and noor

    heys gurls!just wanna wish you all the best for your SPM!it's coming pretty soon and i know you guys are more than prepared for it anyways.i am certain.love you guys soo much!remember our date on the 27th yeah??hahaha all the best and god bless!!
    take care and don't get sick during these few weeks!!

    ps:zoe,lol hope you're having a blast studying.haha just don't stress yourself too much okay?oh and lemme know when you wanna pick up the phone.lol love yoou bestie!


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    for yoou...

    had physic practical today
    and english writing
    chose a topic about the enchanted journey
    i started off with 'i was entranced the very moment i pondered into the wild..........'
    and so it goes.
    and then during the long 4hr interval,went to the club with michelle.haha we were suppose to study but ended up chatting.lol so much for her reader's digest!hahaha

    anyways,
    this post isn't for me to write abt my day.
    it's just a simple message from me to a few friends of mine that i now rarely see cuz of the distance and all..hmmm...

    kim:
    elo mate!hahaha heys kimmy wong the kimbal sauce?haha rmb those times? anyways,i know you're having your exams next week.so all the best to you hunny! dont stress yourself out too much but stress is good at times =) can't wait till you get back!! we got so much catch up and sleepover planning to do this year end. so hurry with your exams and fly back soon okay??!? love you!
    *sniff*

    leticia:
    heeeeeeeeeeeellllllllllllooooo...haha.i started feeling a lil more lame when i write this at the mo. u send lame vibes to me.lol.hmmmm what can i say...i do miss you too!! was reading the autograph by you the other time and couldn't help but smiling when remembering those times we walked under the rain singing 'raindrops keep falling on my head' and laughing like crazy and we were so perasan tht maybe some stalker was gonna follow us to st jo.hahahhaa.study hard for your exams okay? don't worry too much abt the othr stuff. just focuz on ur exams =) and lemme know when you're coming back yeah?!
    xoxo

    qiqi:
    oiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii! i might not see you when you're back nxt yr!!! so please do come back at the right hols??hahaha mannn...i wont be back to kuching till march.sooooooooo SAD!
    hope things are going well on your side.don't go bananas!!! ahh wells,i'm looking forward for your letters!haha it's just so...'classic' and i love keeping em or readin them when i start missing you.hahaha.cant wait till exams are over!after that,lol i'll write more fs comments to you. [all the replies]lol take care yeah??love yoou!

    jan:
    heys!haha dunno whether u still do read my blog.lol bet you're busy studying too.
    anyways i know i'm gonna see you real real soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *hyper*
    time to make shushi and ice-cream!!!!lol
    you gotta teach me how to make tht ice-cream of yours.mmmmmmmm.yummy.
    msg me when you get back okay missy??
    lol good luck with your exams!

    bam:
    i.m.i.s.s.y.o.u
    hahahaha.short and simple =)

    and to mich and anas[eventhough i see you guys everyday lol]:
    study hard you guys!!!the 16 is coming soon!!!i super super super can't wait! lol
    thanks for everything! this year has been a great and memorable one.manage to get to know you guys a whole lot better.lol we're the S.A.M. now eh.smaller thanl CSLAM but,i still love it. will miss yoou guys super duper loads next yr!!!! *huggs*lotsa lotsa love!




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    Wednesday, October 29, 2008 ♥

    dead?
    i died for bio paper 3
    didnt remember the things about fermenters and penicillin stuff
    die die die.
    but yeahh
    gonne sit for econs in 2 hours time.
    another hard subject. but at least it's more refreshing.
    study hard you guys!
    dun wanna go through life with regrets!!


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    Monday, October 27, 2008 ♥

    my second post for the day
    nyways went to school for extra class for econs today
    hmm then went out for lunch wif nas,stef n shirley.
    haha ate my chicken rice at garden cafe.we were looking ard looking for a place to eat
    it's always hard to decide on whr to eat
    my typical ans:anything
    [bet everyone is kinda the same..]
    hmm but yeahh...hmm shirley was singing this song in the car
    it's called 'if i were a boy' by beyonce.
    then...when i got back home and turned on the tv, tht exact song was playing on mtv.
    love that song now. lol
    it's a great song esp if a guy doesn't know how to treat a girl right and not bothred about how she feels when he tells her something.
    'girl power' kinda song.hahaha
    anyways,here are the lyrics..
    If i were a boy -Beyonce
    [Verse]
    If I were a boy
    Even just for a day
    I’d roll outta bed in the morning
    And throw on what I wanted then go
    Drink beer with the guys
    And chase after girls
    I’d kick it with who I wanted
    And I’d never get confronted for it.
    Cause they’d stick up for me.
    [Chorus]
    If I were a boy
    I think I could understand
    How it feels to love a girl
    I swear I’d be a better man.
    I’d listen to her
    Cause I know how it hurts
    When you lose the one you wanted
    Cause he’s taken you for granted
    And everything you had got destroyed
    [Verse]
    If I were a boy
    I would turn off my phone
    Tell everyone it’s broken
    So they’d think that I was sleepin’ alone
    I’d put myself first
    And make the rules as I go
    Cause I know that she’d be faithful
    Waitin’ for me to come home
    [Chorus]
    [Ending]But you’re just a boy
    You don’t understand
    Yeah you don’t understand
    How it feels to love a girl someday
    You wish you were a better man
    You don’t listen to her
    You don’t care how it hurts
    Until you lose the one you wanted
    Cause you’ve taken her for granted
    And everything you have got destroyed
    But you’re just a boy



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    Fading..

    you say that i am fading away..
    that i have changed.
    i'm still the same.
    always will be the same..
    i'm waiting on the day that you come back
    something is being missed and it's you

    xoxo

    trust is all you need.faith and hope will strenghten.i'm still sam after all.hmm........

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    Sunday, October 26, 2008 ♥

    heyss lol can anyone teach me how to edit the header???
    hehe i'm really bad with html stuff
    i kinda wanna put the header in the mid. now it's cacated!lol
    help??
    haha please and Thank you
    =)


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    Saturday, October 25, 2008 ♥

    weell today..
    went to the gym right before lunch
    tried out this fat detector thing tht test how much fat you have in your body
    the results were horrifying!!lol
    then...went for add maths tuition.
    manage ta catch up with stef n evone.
    lol
    had some laugh about pairing up one of our friend.haha *red shirts*
    thennn...
    got back home and went for a 'family friends' dinner.
    zoe and joyce were there..
    lol kept me updated with who's going whr and stuff.
    then talking about having reunions.
    once in 5yrs apparently is quite often. to me it's super long!!!
    so saddening to live on the fact tht we might only see each othr once in 5yrs or even less!!!!
    *cries*
    hey...
    i encourage everyone[Lodgians] ta join the Lodge alumni thing!! we should btw.
    anyways yeahh tht's practically my day!
    =)



    zoe's getting hotter by the days!

    lol this was in school during an econs extra class =) *huggs*

    i feel like i look so seh kia in this one.hahaha doncha think so?lol



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    Friday, October 24, 2008 ♥

    chill.
    feel the moisture of the ground.be free!take of your shoes!lol
    i am so......relaxed

    *danger zone*
    examsss!! oh noo...it's fading away... ==

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    lol i finally tried to use the picture editing tool for the first time in my whole 17years!!!
    i feel like i've achieved smth!!!!
    hahaha
    but seriously.
    i waited damn long for the photobucket page ta dwnload.
    then try experimenting with some of the pictures.haha wanna do a new blogskin of my own mah....
    but yeah!
    haha am so proud XP
    [ps. u r looking at a girl who doesnt know much abt html codes n stuff]lol
    ok here's my first attempt...
    *boasting* lol [sad case..]
    Photobucket


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    Thursday, October 23, 2008 ♥

    it was bio today
    not too bad =)
    lol this is my 3rd post for the day
    haha 5days break from examss!
    finally gotten the school mag from my dad.
    the one i ordered belum sampai. but yeahh..
    looking thru it
    hahahaha. was laughing abt how i looked in sum photos.
    lol


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    i got tagged by alex..

    Three names you go by :sam,sammy,alexis
    Three screen names you have had :sam,aw,alexis??lol
    Three physical things you like about yourself :my hair,eyes,ears??
    Three physical things you DON'T like about yourself :mouth,height,legs
    Three parts of your heritage :chinese,chinese,chinese
    Three things that scare you :loneliness,failing,death
    Three of your everyday essentials :friends, handphone,food
    Three things you are wearing now :shirt,shorts,glasses
    Three of your favourite bands or musical arts :rihanna,akon,avril
    Three of your favourite songs (right now) :shontelle-t shirt song, gareth gates n westlife-i miss you,David archuleta-crush
    Three things you want in a relationship :love, loyalty,trust
    Three physical things about the preferred sex that appeals to you :eyes,skin tone,height
    Three of your hobbies :eating,sleeping and tennis
    Three things you wanna do really badly right now :watch gossip girls season 2,finish exams
    Three careers you're considering /considered before : environmentalist,economist, physiotherapist
    Three places you want to go on vacation :Rome,Japan,Bali
    Three things you want to do before you die :go to the best places in the world,tell the people i love how much i love em,to assure my christian faith
    Three ways that you are Stereotypical girl/guy :shy,lame,must have friends

    Five people that you would like to see take this quiz now :
    anastasia
    michelle
    monika
    nicky
    zoe

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    i got tagged my miss anastasia and monika...
    RULES 1 . Take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture of yourself right now .
    2 . Don`t change your clothes , don`t fix your hair . Just take a picture .
    3 . Post that picture with NO editing .
    4 . Post these instructions with your picture .
    5 . Tag 10 people to do this .
    i know i look messed up.haha just finished a bio paper.[stressed??]lol

    anyways i tagggg.....

    alex,audrey,clarice,intan,katrina,keith,kimmy ngu,kim,yan hui,zoe


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    Wednesday, October 22, 2008 ♥

    feeling stressed??
    nothing to do?
    read the joke below..hahahaha.


    The following questions were set in last year's GCSE examination in Swindon , Wiltshire, U.K.. These are genuine answers (from 16 year olds)
    Q. Name the four seasons.
    A. Salt, pepper, mustard and vinegar.
    Q. Explain one of the processes by which water can be made safe to drink.
    A. Flirtation makes water safe to drink because it removes large pollutants like grit, sand, dead sheep and canoeists
    Q. How is dew formed?
    A. The sun shines down on the leaves and makes them perspire.

    Q. What causes the tides in the oceans?
    A. The tides are a fight between the earth and the moon. All water tends to flow towards the moon, because there is no water on the moon, and nature abhors a vacuum. I forget where the sun joins the fight.
    Q. What guarantees may a mortgage company insist on?
    A. If you are buying a house they will insist that you are well endowed.
    Q. In a democratic society, how important are elections?
    A. Very important. Sex can only happen when a male gets an election.
    Q. What are steroids?
    A. Things for keeping carpets still on the stairs.
    Q. What happens to your body as you age?
    A. When you get old, so do your bowels and you get intercontinental.
    Q. What happens to a boy when he reaches puberty?
    A. He says goodbye to his boyhood and looks forward to his adultery.
    Q. Name a major disease associated with cigarettes.
    A. Premature death.
    Q. What is artificial insemination?
    A. When the farmer does it to the bull instead of the cow.
    Q. How can you delay milk turning sour?
    A. Keep it in the cow.
    Q. How are the main parts of the body categorised (eg the abdomen)?
    A. The body is consisted into 3 parts - the brainium, the borax and the abdominal cavity. The brainium contains the brain, the borax contains the heart and lungs and the abdominal cavity contains the five bowels: A,E,I,O and U. Q. What is the fibula?A. A small lie.
    Q. What does 'varicose' mean?
    A. Nearby.
    Q. What is the most common form of birth control? [i love this one.hahaha]
    A. Most people prevent contraception by wearing a condominium.
    Q. Give the meaning of the term 'Caesarean section'?
    A. The caesarean section is a district in Rome.

    Q. What is a seizure?
    A. A Roman Emperor.
    Q. What is a terminal illness?
    A. When you are sick at the airport
    Q. Give an example of a fungus. What is a characteristic feature?
    A. Mushrooms. They always grow in damp places and they look like umbrellas.
    Q. Use the word 'judicious' in a sentence to show you understand its meaning.
    A. Hands that judicious can be soft as your face.
    Q. What does the word 'benign' mean?
    A. Benign is what you will be after you be eight.
    Q. What is a turbine?
    A. Something an Arab or Shreik wears on his head.
    lol!


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    oh my goodness gracious me
    i feel like dying
    i feel like crying
    i feel like eating
    i feel like i'm over reacting
    hahaha yes i am XD
    but yeahhh...
    english exams today was super duper hard!
    all about volcanoes.
    not enough time!
    i NEED time!
    and now..there's bio tmr.
    oh wells


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    Tuesday, October 21, 2008 ♥

    this post is dedicated to all..
    it has been another day...
    chemistry paper 6.
    twas was okayy.
    hey..for those who think they didnt do too well for the first two papers all i wanna say is,
    there are still many papers ahead. don't worry. don't panic. there are still many chances of getting that grade you want. so...smile =)
    this esp goes to dear ol michelle. lol cheer up gurl!

    anyways..been a long and lazy day for me...
    burning some cds to store some of the pictures before this computer goes for repairs
    looking at all the photos just brings back all the wonderfully pleasant memories that
    will be cherished forever.
    my family..




    lol [i look darn retarded]


    hmm...

    i'm so happy and i feel so lucky to have all tht i have now.
    looking back to my past,living the present,waiting for the future.
    as simple as it seems,we are just a speck of dust in this wide wide world
    so much more yet,to be dicovered.

    undiscovered footpaths longing to be stepped upon
    oceans to dive in

    forests to divulge in
    friends, new friends, old friends - the circle of life
    loved ones,missed ones,cared-for ones will all be remembered and missed by me *sobs*

    it'll be a new place,a new chapter of life,a new beginning for us all..
    the end of high school and the starting of college will soon begin .
    i sincerely hope that all will keep in touch =)
    love you guys!


    friends....old pictures,new pictures...*huggs*

    *smiles*

    lol this picture brings back memories when we were younger..



    old lunch group




    i.love.u

    met wonderful new friends.....






    xoxo

    with love

    me.

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    Monday, October 20, 2008 ♥

    first day of survival camp [exams]
    lol

    econs today!
    was okay i guess..
    not too bad but had an anxiety attack last night!
    all i dreamt of was econs econs econs. lol
    after the exam..went home. watched Ugly Betty. luv it! all the drama and stuff.
    nice,clean movie.hahaha
    abt the fat-ness annoying thing.
    wellllll forgive and forget?
    hmmm
    the truth says it all.
    everyone has different opinions.
    oh wells
    chem tmr! ughh


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    Saturday, October 18, 2008 ♥

    i am so effin frustrated with the word FAT
    i know my own size.
    SO WHAT!

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    hey hey you you!
    lol =='

    jump jump jump!


    have you guys heard of the song 'the man who cant be moved'?
    you must must hear it if you haven't!
    lol
    nice song
    hummmsssss....

    sings:cuz if one day you wake up.....thinking maybe you come back to the place that we meet,and you see me waiting for you at the corner of the street.....so i'm not moooovvviiinnggggggggg....i'm not mooviingggggggggggg yeah....

    lol
    feeling a lil hyped up today
    just finished making trifle for tmr's desert.yums. my dad's recipe.
    thenn was at school for extra class today
    economics paper on monday!!
    arghhh.2days away.GAH!

    let me summarise my study leave week for u

    Monday-went out for lunch wif anastasia then went ta school for econs extra class...
    Tuesday-went to the club.all alone[sadistic person hahaha]
    Wednesday-went ta school for english oral[wasnt too bad =)],then mich came and we picked up Anas then went ta spring and makan and kia kia
    Thursday-full of sleep and pigging out.felt super tired and was online till pretty late XP
    Friday-school extra class,slept of a whole solid 2 hrs lol then went ta boulevard ta get some stuff


    yupps tht's pretty much it.XD
    hopefully your week was more productive than mine hahaha

    the shontelle song and the man who cant be move song is sooo stucked in my head for a few days now.i bet you probably had tht occasion whr a particular song tht you like is forever stucked in ur head for quite sumtime and sooner or later you'll get sick of it.
    i have it ALL the time.
    anyways,1more month and school exams and school will be over!
    cant wait cant wait!
    tho i'm a lil sad but still..lol CAN'T wait!
    16 November 2008 <----the date i'm waiting for :)
    good luck ta all those having exams!!

    xoxo


    Pictures of you,Pictures of me








    lol gonna miss all this =)



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    Wednesday, October 15, 2008 ♥



    Sings: Nothin feels right when I'm not with you
    Sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos
    Takin them off 'cause I feel a fool
    Trying to dress up when Im missin you..
    *luv this song* T shirt - Shontelle


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    Tuesday, October 14, 2008 ♥


    *gasps*
    goodness!!
    english oral exams tmr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    will i survive?

    lol my shocked face...hahahahaha.....

    [lol honestly,this is an overdramatic post.oh so random.haha]



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    Sunday, October 12, 2008 ♥


    here are more pictures from Friday! =)

    lol the vain-er ones gotten ready first hahaha
    love this

    anas,me and mich [haha anas looks happy XD]

    lol i find this cute..XD

    the foursomes...lol [nicky so cute lahh]

    michelle n i =)

    the angels?!?!? LOL

    monika and i [aint she sweet?lol]

    the hotties

    intan,gaeun and i

    A.S.M

    S.A.M [hahaha i look retarded but still love this pict XP]

    aint they cute?? the one on the left is samantha,middle samantha as well,n maryam XD

    i told him he's famous.hahaha [actually they were posing]lol

    hahahaha..no comments

    holly

    michelleeeeeeeeee...

    the 'cool' anas.haha XD
    our english seats

    awwwwwww.....

    my dress =)

    haha if u can read em..XP

    wellll....that's about it too lazy ta upload the rest =)



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    Friday, October 10, 2008 ♥

    it's the last day of school!
    groupies:

    my MOST fav pict of the day =)


    got to school
    lol first things first
    -got my dress signed
    thenn mr lee came to give a talk abt the '10 Golden Rules'
    sound familiar?haha esp if u sat for PMR.
    lol
    after tht we cont taking lotsa picts

    then anas mich and i skipped half of physics to go get pizzas and drinks
    michelle was our excutive driver
    haha

    took more picts
    lol smth funny..
    half way thru taking a photo in the car....then BAM! mich and i saw the lol seniors. so paiseh ah!! hahaha tht was truly embarrassing
    thenn...
    went back to school for english
    more dress signing
    thenn 'party' time.haha [notice the inverted commas?]
    yes..the whole Yr 11 and all our subject teachers were there.
    had lotsa food
    love cho hee's kimbab.haha [korean shushi]
    the teachers also bought us a huge cake!
    so sweet lahh..
    then after tht..more picts and dress signing!
    haha was really fun

    omg,i will miss all of this!

    note to all: we must all promise to keep in touch yeah?!?!? *promise* mustn't lose contact of each other or it'll just be soooooo sad. =( cant believe some of us will be likely to not see each othr anymore.but we must have reunions! haha

    xoxo

    will miss yoou guys tonnes!!





    mr lee and lol us

    lol i say daniel and both of em turned...haha


    [L-R]he says he's hot,then audi,me,anton

    lol i find this funny!

    holly,shirley,fatty,steffy,sumin


    my science group!

    lol elitata,samanthata,nao-mee

    my bio class =)

    my dearest twin.lol laura

    sharon n moi

    i love stef!!
    i love elise!
    gaeun loves me!hahaha

    lol intan n i.like the pict below betta. [retardation is cool] =)

    the cake!

    ps.i still got loadsss more picts!will upload to this post soon! sorry,smth went wrong with the downloading thing so cannot put in the picts. ah wells. mich and anas..lol patience yeah??lol



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    Thursday, October 9, 2008 ♥

    Forgotten..
    a tinge of sadness
    a pinch of jealousy
    a fear of getting lost and forgotten
    the pain and agony pierce the bear open wound
    and i thought all was fair and justice would come
    yet..i still see,behind the open door a lonely girl crying out of despair
    she was forgotten
    beads of sadness streamed down her pale pale cheeks
    her face,buried in her two tiny frail hands
    i approached her and asked her why
    she said she was forgotten,she was left out,she was left behind.
    it is an irony
    that one gets the special treatment while the other left forgotten
    a simple story sums it all
    the girl who was forgotten.

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    oh so sadd..

    tmr is my last day of school
    high school life is almost over!
    there's this urge and anxiety to just get it over with
    yet..i'm soo gonna miss school
    i dont mind going to school but with no examss
    wont tht be perfect?
    stress free and nothing to worry about
    everything is fair
    we are all born super duper smart
    haha.
    but...yeahh. dream on

    and honestly,i feel tht my blog is super D.E.A.D

    anyways...
    i wanna wish all those born in the month of october...HAPPY BIRTHDAY!



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    Wednesday, October 8, 2008 ♥

    i'm feeling super random todayy..


    lol found this funny haha XD


    today we had our last add maths lesson..
    lol i'm quite happy really
    add maths is so not my cup of tea
    anyways,went ta school [2nd last day] kinda early today
    heard great news from michelle
    so happy for her
    haha and then we were planning stuffs fun stuffs to do after the exams dy!
    cant wait cant wait! haha


    feeling super lazy now lahh
    *sadly...*


    and i find myself suddenly addicted to the old songs by bboys or westlife.
    lol
    i'm kinda old fashion really
    but yeahh...i LOVE their songs!
    btw,
    everyone is now so addicted to the 'Twilight' series.



    it makes me so wanna start. had warnings tht i might get too stuck to the book
    so,i'm waiting for it after the exams
    oooohhh..i wanna do so many things after exams!

    my gossip girls season 2!!
    nate is H.O.T
    lol though holly disagree saying tht he's too pretty boy.haha
    she likes chuck btw.lotsa girls likes chuck.the lol 'romancer' with tht signature scarf




    ahh wells,cant wait cant wait! one more month to go!!

    btw,lol thx monik for tht laffy taffy candy. me and my candy addiction.haha haiya

    oh and anas for the nerds candy XD

    [lol i told you i was random today XD]



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    Tuesday, October 7, 2008 ♥

    ho-hums
    it's the last week of school
    exams is in 2weeks time
    autograph books have been passed up and down
    i feel old
    sad
    happy
    it's a bittersweet feeling
    i'm suddenly soooooo nervous for next year.
    lol
    everybody's growing up
    haha going thru different paths
    different places
    lets just appreciate the last few days of school shall we?
    haha. this is for us form5-ers
    oh wells


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    Saturday, October 4, 2008 ♥

    omg
    my english oral exams is this month
    omg
    shoot!
    alert yoou guys who all thought tht out oral exams were next month [like me]..
    it is THIS MONTH -14 to 15 OCTOBER.
    damn


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    Friday, October 3, 2008 ♥

    i got tagged by pamela..lol long one here

    1stStarting time:-4.50pm

    Name:Samantha Aw
    Shoe size:5
    What are you wearing right now? -shirt n shorts
    Where do you live? Kuching
    Favorite Number/s:2,4,8
    Favorite Drinks:watermelon juice,honey,ribena lol
    Favorite Months:November n December.

    Have You Ever......
    Been in a bath tub?yesss
    Swam in the ocean?yupps
    Fallen asleep in school?lol yesss XD
    Broken someone's heart?i don't know...
    Fell off your chair?hahaha yesss it was in school
    Saved e-mails?yupps meaningful ones =)

    What is......
    Your room like?lotsa lotsa soft toys n windows n stuff.
    What's right beside you?my camera
    What is the last thing you ate?pao [lol]

    Ever Had......
    Chicken pox?Yup.
    Sore throat?Yess
    Stitches?dont think soo
    Broken nose?haha nope

    Do You......
    Believe in love at first sight?yeahh maybe or at least thr is such thing
    Like picnics?LOVE picnicss!!!always do always will

    Who......
    Who was the last person you danced with?lol i forgot.
    Who last made you smile?him
    Who did you last yell at?my brother..haha childish thing

    Final Questions......
    Hate someone in your family?nope
    Diamond or pearl?pearls
    Are you the Eldest?yupps

    Today did you......
    Talk to someone you like?haha yupps (zoe)
    Kiss anyone?haha noo...
    Get sick?yes i had the flu this morning!
    Talked to an ex?haha i nvr had an ex before so..yeah XD
    Miss someone?yes [loads]

    Last person who......
    You talked to on the phone?dad
    Have a crush on someone?haha maybe... =)
    What books are you reading right now?biology notesss..lol
    Best feeling in the world-being happy with everything in life.carefree and at peace
    Future kids names?ooookkayy..i dunno.haha
    Do you Sleep with stuffed animals? yupps with 3 of my favourites XD
    What's under your bed?carpet..
    Favorite locations-beach,parks
    Danced a slow dance with someone you didn't even like?-haha yess it was super weird!
    Who do you really hate?no one.
    Ever liked someone you didn't have a chance with?haha honestly...yes (sad aint it?)
    You lonely right now?nope.

    What time is it now?5.04pm

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    Thursday, October 2, 2008 ♥

    the 2nd day of raya...

    lol went to the club that morning

    went to the gym

    then afterwards met up with zoe,ger,the 2 keiths,fred and joel

    thenn we went to noor's place

    lol keith's super cute car..was behind us haha [fred n him were actually posing when i took this.XD]


    haha ate lotsa cornflake cookies thr XD

    it's all good.miss the old times whr us gurls had our lunch group in F3.

    ahh sweet ol memories.


    lol like a family portrait XD


    ger and noor

    noor our model..haha XD

    in the car............



    my pretty driver.haha

    then today.. went to the swak club golf course.i havta say not bad layout and design for the club house.ate lunch there.

    met dear old Geraldine thr-she was soaked in the sun [the weather is super hot]


    and i'm here noww..
    feeling bored
    gonna go for my first tennis lesson in months later!!
    hope i can still hit properly!
    arghh...gotta move that fat legss of mine. haha

    hols r almost up!
    have you used your time wisely?
    lol

    vainity struck me..lol



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    Wednesday, October 1, 2008 ♥

    1st day of raya..

    at shar's place =)

    went to Sharifah's and Radhie's house for raya visiting today

    was in the car with zoe keith and jo the whole time lol

    i am so full at the mo.stuffed with rendang and curries and lemang.lol

    anyways,
    tmr is noor's place!
    anyhow...happy raya to all!


    [notice the green colour for the festive mood?lol]


    lol keith says i look like a maid cuz of my baju. *sighs* lol how depressing XD
    lol
    it's like a reunion of old friends.haha

    lol if u think this was kinda gay...

    what's this?!?!?! [LOL]
    guess who's kissing behind the pillow??HMMM..
    dear ol zoe

    lol i havta say they DO look alike somehow.seriously. dont you agree??



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