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hmmm..hope you like this lil 'escapade' of mine. haha
ME ♥
30december1991
samanthaawps@hotmail.com
Kolej Tuanku Jaafar
♥you've gotta know me to believe it :)
HER LOVES ♥
blueee is my fav colour! sky blue.
teddy bears.pooh bear.loves soft toys. loves precious moments.loves colourful things.loves ribbons.loves macadamia ice cream.loves cotton candy.loves ribena.loves cadbury
and i love to laugh.loves jokes.loves singing in the bathroom.loves having fun.loves anything that makes me smile =)
HER WANTS
i want anything that is edible and yummy.
food addiction [my weakness]
lotsa lotsa smiling faces.
happiness.fun-ness.
i want famous amos cookies
i want macadamia ice-cream
i want lotsa cadbury sinfuls!
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Sunday, November 30, 2008 ♥
bye. for now :)
it was 8am
the driving instructor [felix] picked me up
and surprisingly i met joshua in the car lol
haha thank god i knew someone there
met 2more lodgians there as well. XD
anyways,
went for the law talk
lol it was alll in bm
super duper boring.
i can only do the bengkel thing next yr.
so it's kinda depressing tht the earliest time i could get my license will be middle of 2009.
hmph.
forget about that,
zoe is leaving today!!
so if yoou havent said your goodbyes,
i'm reminding you :)
we'll all miss yoou hunny
and dont worry,you'll get a whole lot of me next year.hahaha
*huggs* cheer up =)
lotsa love,
dancing in the moonlight..♥
Friday, November 28, 2008 ♥
today was a really hectic day
woke up at 7
rushed to the airport.
eat then went off to kl alone.
thennn met with my daddy thr.
then waited at coffeebean for 3hours
took a taxi and went straight to the college
went for the interview with 3 people
after tht went straight back to the airport.
wait wait wait
flight got delayed [arghhhh...]
wait summore
thennn got back to kuching
wellll yeahhh one long long long day for me =)
went for 'twilight' with some of my friends who just finished SPM yest
had dinner with jan before tht :)
lol almost 3rolls filled with lodgians at star
the movie was............ok
james and jasper lol was the best looking.
edward....okok only lol
will elaborate more but i wont spoil the movie
then went out for supper
well yeahhh i shall decorate this post soon =)
for now,saya mahu tidur.
havta wake up at 8am tmr!!
law talk at matang.... blehhhhhh
dancing in the moonlight..♥
Wednesday, November 26, 2008 ♥
i got tagged by steffy
Rules & regulations
-do not copy answers
-the tag questions must be 100% the same
-tag people before doing tag i tag:
-do not copy answers
-the tag questions must be 100% the same
-tag people before doing tag i tag:
1.anastasia
2.barn
3.elise
4.intan
5.katrina
6.leticia
7.nicky
8.monik
9.stef
3.elise
4.intan
5.katrina
6.leticia
7.nicky
8.monik
9.stef
how do you know 1?[anas]
she's my kindy classmate :)
what would you do if you never met 2?[barn]
will be missing a overly emo poet in my international school life.hahaha XD
what would you do if 3 and 4 dated you?[elise and intan]
hahahahaha omgg.we are definitely not lesbos
wold 5 and 6 make a good couple?[kat and letty]
hahahahaha maybe maybe. :) jk!!
tell me something about 9.[stef]
she's tall and pretty and real nice
what's 1 favourite pastime? [anas]
sleeping.quite sure.or hmmm lucky.lol
what language does number 2 speaks?[barn]
english,chinese[he IS chinese but kek the ang mo accent *ahem*]lol & malay[i think lahh]
who is 3 going out with?[elise]
lotsa lotsa hotties!!!hahaha
how old is 4?[intan]
17
when is the last time you talked to 5?[kat]
on msn 2days ago i think?? =)
who is 6 favourite singer?[let]
she got lotsa favs but i think chris brown??
would you date 7?[nicky]
hahaha HMMMM if i were a guy maybe.hahaha ehhh no swaying in yoour thinking. but she IS cute lol
whats number 9 last name? [stef]
Sim
which school does number 8 go to?[monik]
Lodge
what do you like about 3? [elise]
she's very bubbly :)
there...all done!!this tagg is soooooooo lol
Labels: taggs
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Monday, November 24, 2008 ♥
24thNovember2008
lol this post is mostly just pictures
taken a todayand few days ago..
when zoe and jan were here
trying out my ahem new webcam.hahha
why sooo serious??
lol i look like i'm lol diggin my nose!!! ==
anyways,woke up at 6.50 today
went for a family photoshoot.haha
hmmm was pretty tiring standing up and down.
but..yeahh haha cant wait for tonight!!=)
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Sunday, November 23, 2008 ♥
happy
i am so happy i can only laugh and smile out of happiness
haha
had the biggest shock and surprise of my life last night
and guess who was involved???
hmmm aron,zoe,anddddd my mum ==
hahaha
hmmmmmmmmmm
lol
welll...lets just say someone's back 2days earlier than promised and scared the lol hell out of me
a good way.hahaha needed janice to make sure i wasnt hallucinating cuz she was with me last night.
hahaha hmm yup yupps
as u can seee...............lol i'm still...happy =)
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22november2008
i just finshed new moon
after twilight
haha i'm officially a twilight addict.
read 3 books yesterday!
first time i've read soooooooooo much in a super duper long time
went for tennis with andrea this morning.
miss her loads!!
ahhh it's me back to tennis again
i must start playing!
my stamina is soooo saddening.haha
oh and we met zoe at the club too hmmm
she seems happy ;)
janice is back!!!
she came over the othr nite wif zoe for a chatt.
miss yoou guys!!
kim's coming back soon! =)
he's coming back super soon!
letty's coming back quite soon!
hahaha yays!!
all the aussies XD
dancing in the moonlight..♥
Saturday, November 22, 2008 ♥
Faith
there's always hope in the smallest,finest things
believe in yourself and you shall find peace
if you cant find someone to talk to
go to HIM
turn to God
turn to your faith
faith is the air that helps us live trough each and every single day
trust me
it's better to have a faith than none at all
dancing in the moonlight..♥
Friday, November 21, 2008 ♥
i just started reading 'twilight' at the moment
on the 7th chapter.
am so fallen in love with edward
*faints*
ahhh i picture him soooo much hotter than the actor who's gonna play his role in the movie.
if you havent read it,i recommend you SHOULD!
super sweet,every girl dream type of story.lol
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damai...
oh last weekend,a few of my friends and i went to damai for a girls night/day out.
2words :loved it!
2words :loved it!
most of us were from the science class lol
anyways,
anyways,
it was kinda like a relaxing getaway after the exams stress and all
followed zhing's car
hahaha me mich laura
laura and i lol wanted to lock the two out of the car for some obvious reasons
thenn we met up with the rest
thenn we met up with the rest
thenn..after tht
we tried sun tanning but didnt work much on any of us
some some looked super hott in their bikinis
[i cant wear em. reason=obvious]
then lol played in the pool for hours as well
holly created thie 'marco polo' game. hahaha
chilled in the room
and of course took lotsa pictures in between
had dinner at the restaurant
anas was always faithful to her chicken rice XD
[btw,thx anas,for mostly organising all this :) if not it wont happen tht soon ]
we had like this band singing for the diners.
we had like this band singing for the diners.
i havta say,not bad at all :)
then it was truth or truth time!
haha any typical sleepover will have the truth session
and of course everyone found out smth new
we slept kinda early tht night prob due to exhaustion from the night before[prom] lol
4of us to a bed :)
thennn the entire next day was filled with more chats,maggi mee,lotsa chips and keropok,more photos and more relaxing
mich stef gaeun n i took advantage of the massage beds and almost slept thr. haha
after tht most of us followed stef's car for lunch.
sadly at around 2smth,we all started to part
i felt very down
there's a possibilty that i might never see them again.
especially those whose hometown isn't kuching
we must have a reunion!
like sharon said : bring your kids along in the next reunion!
lol i'm sure she would ;)
here are just a few group pictures:
if yoou guys got more pictures,please do email em to me yeahh??
dancing in the moonlight..♥
Wednesday, November 19, 2008 ♥
okayy
6 words:
i am so lazy to blog
just went out with a few friends today
shirley,mel,stef,audi,george,hutomo & rivaldi
lol
interesting group.
we were like just asking anyone ta join cuz everyone's is leaving
almost half the class is gone
so anyways,went to Bella's to eat..then catch a movie Madagascar
hahaha it was really funny.
'Motomoto' ==
if you havent watched it,u shud :)
but i prefer kungfu panda more.hahahha
but yeahh..oh so sad.,
everyone's almost gone!
make sure we all keep in touch ha...
us and our cheese cake :)
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prom...
hadta go to the place early
hadta go to the place early
deco deco deco
thenn
rusheddd to get my hair done
thennnn got my make up and all done in 20minutes
and RUSHEDD to the place..thinking tht i'll be late
lol and guess wht???i was the 3rd there. daniel.L. & leonard were the only ones thr.
hahaha
sa we waited and waited and waited...
anyways,
the food was great
place was great
deco was great
friends were great
everyone looked great
dance was great
yupps it was a great night
oh and i cried like some crazy lady after saying goodbye..hahaha ==
lol my brother and i :)
the tablee
kat with her super short hair
mich and nao
stef!!lol i just realise we got tha same pose.lol!
sweetie,sexxy,blueyy,cutie
my twin
with gaeun n intan
our cute prom queen n king
*coughhs* hahaha look at dear ol michelle..lol!
sharon
monik
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this post will be all about the lastest last day of school
-went to school for prize giving day thing
-out shopping with michelle like lol for hourss non stop[pretty tiring yoou know.lol]
-dinner at the summit :)
all tht went tht day lol
i am a proud sister :) 
i do love my school.i've stayed there since 4 till 17 yrs old
after school.....
dinner...
dinner...
lol..we were tipping our toes :)
dancing in the moonlight..♥
Monday, November 17, 2008 ♥
heys!! sorry for the super late post :)
ok for my next post,i'll update more.
as for a brief summary:
1.school & muffins
2.farewell party at the summit
3.prom!
4.damai
overall i've been enjoying every single bit of my hols =)
just got back from damai.
one word to describe it?
-superfantasticallyAWESOME!
lol
will be back with more picts and updates!
as for now,i wanna go replace the hours of sleep missed XD
dancing in the moonlight..♥
Thursday, November 13, 2008 ♥
it's the last day of school!!!!!!!!!
all i can say is:
WWHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEE
EE!
it was an almost perfect day till a lady had to act so 'inappropriately'
wht do you have to say if a teacher always talks bad about her students?
and hates students of the other class because she hates the teacher
immature?i should think so
i have forgiven her once
twice?
i'll try. it'll take some time.
anyways,other than that REVOLTING incident,
i totally had an awesome time today!!
will upload pictures soon.
spent the whole afternoon with michelle and anas
and anas and i are officially god mothers!!!haha
of 6hamsters.hahaha of michelle's lol
and thenn...after all the lol camwhoring and all,
went for dinner with my family over at koreana :)
yumms
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this is my most favourite teacher in the whole wide world!!!!
she's the nicest and she's the best!
she calls the students devil and brats,
she calls the students devil and brats,
she tells me today 'how i wish i slam the door on your face'
what did i do to ever deserve that?
except having a class with a teacher she hates
she laughs and she smiles
and oh so fake
and i laughed as well,
oh how pleasant and sweet!
she says unkind things about her family
she mouths about other teachers
she insults her students
and yet,in front of people outside of school
oh how nice she can act!
a delightful lady indeed!
that's why i love her
the best teacher in the whole wide world!
dancing in the moonlight..♥
Tuesday, November 11, 2008 ♥
well we had Chemistry paper and Add maths todaychem was...lol okay lah.
during the exam...mdm armstrong was like 'you've got 10minutes left'
i started to panic.
20 more questions in 10minutes!!!!gah.the frustration of it.
as for add maths, it wasn't too bad lah
i mean,i dun wanna stress myself to go all our for an A. cuz honestly, i suck at add maths as you can see from my many previous posts. lol
anyhow,i'm feeling all so frustrated today.
[the most frustrated picture of myself tht i can find in my folders lol]
especially when the papers were over.
things just ain't going my way..it's all a mess
i would just love to know the truth sometimes.
there's like no need to hide stuff from me and all..arghhh
i must be paranoid.yes,must be
but yeahh hmmm...
as for my dear friend qiqi in bribane:heys,stay strong gurl!i'll keep you in my prayers always. all the best to you and dont worry yeah?please send my regards.cheer up yeahh?and take care of yourself as well.if i dont see you next year,well it's okay,as long as everything is okay with your side.*huggs* god bless!
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i got tagged by nicky..
1. Do you have secrets?
-obviously yesssss...
2. Will you fall in love with a boy that is younger than you?
-honestly,i hope not.but it's the heart tht decides.not me
3. Do you enjoy going to school?
-haha yes.school will be perfect if there were no examsss
4. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
-my best friend is a girl.lol so go figure for yourself XP
5.Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
-Both
6. What will you do if you have a billion dollars?
-save,spend,invest,donate
7. List out your 15 favourite songs.
-ahhhhh..too lazy.lol
8. If the person you liked has already attached, what would you do?
-carry on with my own life.
9. Is there anything that has made you extreme happy?
-loving life
10. What makes you angry?
-anything tht makes me angry. lol but mostly-liars
11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
-a more complete person
12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
-my family and friends and God
13. What is the most important thing in life?
-people
14. Would you be rather single and rich or married but poor?
-married and rich! hahaha [my own answer :) ]
15. You prefer fresh milk or chocolate milk?
-fresh milk
16. Would you give all in a relationship?
-depends.but my family and best friends comes first
17. If you fall in love with two people simultanneously, which would you pick?
-hahahahaha i don't know..
18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing someone has done?
-i'll try my best
19. What would you want to tell the person that you like?
-hello. [lol]i'm kinda a shy type when it comes to guys.hahaha ==
20. What type of person will you fall in love with?
-a wholesome person
21. Love or friendship?
-both. withour love there's no friendship,without friendship,there's no love. right?? lol
i tagg...
youu
yoou
youu
youu
youu
*get the picture?* lol
Labels: taggs
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Sunday, November 9, 2008 ♥
went for a Joggerthon organised by the Rotary club today
all i can say is:
tired.pooped out.sweat.adults.kids.kch high interactors.more sweat.lactic acid building up.finishing line.2nd place.felt light headed.lucky draw.won nothing.had breakfast.friends.home. desire to sleep.more and more sleep.rest.sleep.yawns.
and last night:
spent the whole night chatting and bonding with a few friends.then,ps2.racing game. vice city.screams.laughter.fun-ness.haha.oh and no studies[wadea expect?]lol
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Saturday, November 8, 2008 ♥
my saturday..
hmm woke up kinda early and then went for breakfast with a family from kl.
met 2 new friends - Rachel and Sarah
lol really down to earth and happy family
glad ta hear tht they also like westlife.lol
i find westlife a proper and decent band.
love their song -'something right'!!
anyhow,went ta school for extra econs class with mr lim
i havta say lol he was really casually dressed today.
then after 2 1/2 hours of econs, went to spring wif stef,holly,nas and shirley.
ate my japanese food.
hmmm i'm gonna miss all these times where we can like go out for lunch together and stuff. hmm
then went ta 'kia kia' and all. stef n shirley went ta try out a few outfits.
thenn......we went for add maths tuition.
lol so..hmm spent most of the time talking tho.lol
was at a table with all the form 3s.
i was like 'where are the form 5s???'
anyways,today,i had my last day of add maths tuition
lol quite happy really.
who likes add maths tho???
you?lol not me :)
anyways...do you ever have the feeling that when you open your cupboard.
you look at all your clothing
and tried it on.
and guess what? you cant fit into em anymore.
cuz u put on weight???
no?
well...tht happened to me today.
it was sooo d e p r e s s i n g
after exams i've made LOTSA agreements with friends to go to the gym and tennis. lol
wanna come join??hahahahaha
keeping healthy is goooood.
you'll have a:
1.fit body
2.dun havta feel fat and havta worry abt muffin tops when wearing jeans
3.self confidence
4.motivation
5.you can wear tht particular dress you were eyeing at the glass display window
[wont tht be nice?]
the moral of the story:wanna look hot?go exercise it's the best way to lose weight :)
dancing in the moonlight..♥
Friday, November 7, 2008 ♥
how was physics today??
welll.....this is my opinion.lol
P -potentially deadly to my brain
H -hell
Y -yawns
S -suicidal [lol]
I -impossible
C -crazy
S -stress
if u do like physics. good for you. :)
dancing in the moonlight..♥
Thursday, November 6, 2008 ♥
i freaking wanna cry for chemistry!
ughhh..i officially hate chemistry [at least for now].
the paper was super hard!so many things like the funtional groups that we NEVER did learn before came out and it's like i know,when you're in international school,you are not spoon fed like those in nationals and you need to self study and research and stuff
but still...arghh!
[ps. this is why i think that international school is thougher than nationals.our style of studies are so much more different.it's kinda like uni dy. we havta study thru websites and stuff]
i am so f r e a k i n g frustated!
and guess wht?physics big paper is tmr.........
*screams of frustration*
dancing in the moonlight..♥
Wednesday, November 5, 2008 ♥
random..
hmmmmmmm i'm just thinking of my name at the moment.
it was from Samantha Aw
to Samantha Alexis Aw
[added in my christian name]
hahaha am so proud of the name 'Alexis' lol my mum suggested it
hmm and my name can be either a girl or a boy's name.
Samantha ---> Sam
Alexis ---> Alex
wah so cool!
hahaha =='
i'm feeling oh so random and super lazy to study my chem!lol
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US Presidential election is TODAY
who will win??
Obama or Mc Cain?
i know i am oh so kepo eventhough i'm not an american.
lol...but it's actually interesting tho.
honestly,i rather prefer Obama to win eventhough Mccain went through the Vietnam war and all
REASON:he's gonna be the first black president.US needs a change.
ANOTHER REASON:it just proves that anyone is capable to be a president [in malaysia,Prime minister] despite the colour of their skin. sadly,we malaysians don't have the choice.talk about freedom of speech.
people will end up under ISA arrest.
ughh,it just disgust me so.
if only everything in Msia was fair [less racism] and less ['oh chinese and indians are soo second class'] i won't mind it here.
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ughh..
oh there's add maths extra class in school going on right now
from 9a.m. onwards i think
if you're reading this now and you are in add maths class and you didnt know abt it too,hmm dont worry,
we're in the same boat my friend.
dancing in the moonlight..♥
Tuesday, November 4, 2008 ♥
i got tagged by Nicky and Monika..
How old was your mom when she had you?- 26
How many siblings do you have?-1
How many people live in your household?- 4
What year were you born?- 1991.
What is your zip code?-123456 [lol jk]
How many piercings do you have?- 4
What time did you wake up this morning?- 6.30
How old were you on when the twin towers were hit?- 10
What year did or will you graduate high school?- this year.in about a 2 weeks time =(
What are the last 4 digits of your cell number?- 6222
How old were you, or do you want to be when you get married?-i'm already married.HAHAHA nolah!!i dunno.when i'm old enuf and capable on my own
How old were you, or do you want to be when you have kids?-not too old not too young.lol
How many kids would you like to have?- 4 [i want twins!!lol]
How many pieces of jewelry are you wearing right now?- 1.my necklace
How many different houses have you lived in?- 1
What is your lucky number?- 8
How many windows are in the room you are in now?-6
How many tv's are in your house?- 2
How many girlfriends have you had?-i dont count lah.lol.
What time do you get out of work/school?- 4pm
How old were you when you created your friendster?-14
What about oldest friend on friendster?-melissa kong [lol she asked me to get fs]
I TAG : anastasia,kat,kimmy ngu,let,mich,stef
REASON : lol cuz i only feel tht it's fair tht ppl do the tag as well.hahaha
Labels: taggs
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Monday, November 3, 2008 ♥
i'm currently singing to this song....
Lovebug
-Jonas Brothers
Called her for the first time yesterday
finally found the missing part of me
felt so close, but you were far away
left me without anything to say
Now I'm speechless
over the edge I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this love bug again
Hopeless
Head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit by this love bug again
I can't get your smile out of my mind
I think about your eyes all the time
You beautiful but you don't even try
modesty is just so hard to find
Now I'm speechless
Over the edge I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this love bug again
Hopeless
head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit by this love bug again
Kissed her for the first time yesterday
Everthing I wished that it would be suddenly
I forgot how to speek
Hopless, Breathless
baby, can't you see
NOW I'M
[guitar solo]
Now I'm speechless
over the edge I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this love bug again
dancing in the moonlight..♥
Saturday, November 1, 2008 ♥
me and my blabbering LOL read on..
lemme see
lemme analyse my day today
did i study??
or...........NOT?
hhahaha well....hmmm
woke up
breakfast
then hang ard abit
then went for this rotary club meeting today at merdeka palace
then straight after tht went to kenyalang.
omg!i havent been there since 'joseph and the amazing technicolour dreamcoat' musical i performed in [i was in the choir front row hehehe]
yeahh and tht was like 3 yrs ago!!!!
and thenn went to a kinda ah lien shop
but thr were some nice shorts thr.
too stereo-type some of us ppl.
actually,some ah lien stores got real nice clothing.
u just need not mix and match the things with TOO MANY colours tht clash and all the accessories with emo graphics.
please AVOID wearing PURPLE & WHITE striped leggings or the POLKA DOTTED [esp PINK and BLACK] ones.
tho some[very few] leggings are nice =)
it's tooo...it's just too much and too ughhh.
trust me. it's a great tip to rmb when shopping.lol
you might get laughed at if u do wear things like tht.
hmmm but i doubt you will. i mean i hope you wont too.hahaha
BUT i wanna tell you guys smth funny,
if you go to google images type 'ah liens' hahahaahahahahaha
and...........you'll see my picture in it!!!
omg cuz yeahh hahahahaha it's linked to let's blog.
cuz we wanted the 'ah lien' pose for lol sarcasm
hahahahahahaha
damn ironic cuz i was looking for pictures of ah liens. as an example to show you guys =='
i'm laughing off my ass ryte now.
PS. i'm so not an ah lien
girls have to HAVE tht ah lian look to be an ah lian.
quite true you know.
ok enought about the 'ah lian' talk
i'm starting to blabber.haha
anyways, just finished watching about 4hours of tv. haha
it proves tht i'm a hardworking girl =)
and..I LOVE JESSE MCCARTNEY [been watching jimmy kimmel live] hehe
happy weekend you guys!!
xoxo
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muahahahahahahahahaha.....
Happy halloween you guys!!!!
though it's kinda sad us Malaysians don't really have the halloween tradition here.
can't imagine lil kids going around trick-a-treating..
it'll be like sooo dangerous.they could get like kidnapped if they do.
*sighs*
so saddening that malaysia is sooo unsafe.
and if like a group of girls wears a lil more revealing costumes here, lol they'll be also afraid ta go out.
WHY?
cuz of all the gang rape cases that has been sky rocketing by the hundreds a month. it's just unsaid in the newspapers.what's becoming of this country of us?
people are getting restless.
there's no more hidding of all the silly political issues we are facing right now.
i'm just so F.E.D up with all these crime rates and corruption.
and the freaking sad irony??
we have no say in it!
dancing in the moonlight..♥